The struggle inside of me
is it really invisible, so hard to see?
Can you not see me gasp for air
how I grasp my heart in fear
This chaos tearing down my walls
is it not loud when the darkness falls?
These demons toying with my sanity
can you not hear their snarls so far from humanity?
As I crumble on the ground
with lights of warning all around
I see my life for what it was
an endless stream of suffering and loss
The soul cannot take flight
The body too tired to fight
The light seems to flicker no more
what is it that I'm looking for?