A shooting star you may be but my eyes won't open - can't bare to see.

Just like the autumn you came with the wind. I let down my defenses and invited you in. 

How was I to know that it would be impossible to let you go.
I need you to stay. Though don't know if you feel the same way.
It does not matter to me. Feels like I've been waiting for eternity.
Waiting for you. The dream to come through.
Here you are. Glowing like a shooting star.
I feel strong. But not for long. Because I know. I have to let you go.
How can I? My heart asks why.
Why won't faith leave me happy for a while? Am I prohibited to love your smile.
Love you. Too.
It seems to be faith's only rule. To make me a fragile-feeling fool.
You'll slip away between my trembling fingers. But the dream I dream of you lingers.

Forever. But you shall be mine - never.

Beauty

Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes. 

Your shape just happens to fit the size of my heart. 

Sorry

I'm a bad bad blogger, but bare with me. I'll be back in action soon. I'm just stressed out.
Kisses.
Btw: Just watched Sex and the city 2 for the first time. loved it. 

Remember this picture?
Well, I just got a phone call from a lady who told me that this picture won me an Iphone 4!
I'm so excited! Laziness payed off in the end. The winners from the competition will be featured on Facebook. I'll keep you posted. 

Back

Home again. Had a relaxing week with long walks, sun and good books.
Life's smiling to me, and I can't but laugh with joy! 

Goodbye for now

I'm off to the countryside. The beautiful place where I can relax, be myself, read and breath.
I'll be gone the whole week and sadly I won't get an easter egg. I guess I will survive though.
Just thinking about going makes me so happy. I haven't been happy in a really long time.
But I know I deserve to be. All people, good or bad deserve to experience happiness.
The good people because they deserve a reward, and the bad people 'cause they might take wisdom from it.
So I wish you all a really good week, and I'll be back after the weekend.
:-)

starbucks for the win!

Magic Starbucks frappuccino.
Watching Sherlock. Should do math. lol. Not gonna happen.
Got a lovely piece of clothing in the mail. joy!
I'm out. See you 

a familiar friend

eyes of lies

private photo

butterflies

Never settle for anything less than butterflies

hush. Hear the trees sigh

As I watch the birds fly. I throw my head back and sigh.
You don't need to be told. I want you to cherish and hold.

As I watch the birds fly. I think of you and sigh

Hello. My brother turned 20 today.
I painted my nails green and brown.
I realized yet again that I'm quite lonely.
I found out that I have a lazy eye which only appears on pictures.
I'm going to sell my Canada Goose. Simply because I hate that darn thing!
It hit me that I've actually grown tired of Pride & prejudice (at least for now)
It startled me that I actually don't like to watch TV or movies anymore.
I'm looking forward to the spring when I can sit outside and write while listening to birdsong.
I adore my spring shoes so much !
The clock is turning 21:00 at any moment.
I am tired. I want to take a shower.
Then I want to cuddle up in bed. 

Read for an hour or two and sleep (if God would let me)

You think you know but it's never so

Spending this Saturday like all the others. Inside. Alone. Studying. Dying

obsession continues

I just finished reading one of the three books I've read from the Sookie Stackhouse series and now I've bought three more and also the second tv-series which I have already seen twice.
I'm a freak. Officially. 

It's one of those days you wanna stab to death and watch bleed.

ph by me. 
This is one of those dreadful days when everything goes wrong. Everything. I just want to force myself to sleep, and wake up to a new day tomorrow. A new and better day that is. As I write there's this seagull trying to fly forward in the sky but fails. There's a storm coming they say. Fucking perfect!

tonight

tonight I'd like to fall asleep here. 

oh what sorrow

Picture my mom took of me one morning
The body aches. It know's what's coming. My soul is lazy. It screams to be left alone.
School tomorrow. Oh what sorrow. 

greatest viking in history

the pictures are screenshots by me. 
Alexander Skarsgård. Perfection is your name. The best actor I've ever seen is what you are.
Eric Northman. Brilliancy is your nature. The best character ever made is what you've become.
loving it is what I do. Obsessed is what I am. 

the ministry of silly walks

Went to the mall with my mum today. Bought 4 bags of really good Indian tea & this silly poster with one of my heroes, John Cleese. I find Monty Python quite brilliant! They have such a stupid sense of humor and so do I. No wonder we fit so well together.  

Gasping for air.

new knee high socks. Lovly

Picked up two new books at the library today. At least I have enough to read this vacation.

I love this song so unbelievable much. It's the only song I listen to these days. It's perfection.