Whispering decay in my ears

picture by me

I looked at you but there was nothing worth seeing. Your face was gone with your youth. At night I cried for you though you never returned. I knew I cried in vain. I searched for you, though I knew there was nothing left to seek. You'd perished in the past. oh so many nights I stayed awakened. Your cruel voice whispering decay in my ears. You blinded me, silent me, in the end there was nothing left. My body lays in the channel 'cause I helped you dispose of the rest.